Nothing matters

This is an old song (or basically poem) that I wrote a while back ago. Just some snippets :


I feel numb most of the time
it's terrifying me of what I'm capable of
when the light switched off

nothing really matters anymore
no wise words gonna heal the pains
i loose myself every time
when the sun goes down

i disgust myself
in a way that you should never know
it's an addiction that would kill you
nothing like a humankind

my reflection is the one sight that i cannot bear
nothing really matters anymore
no wise words gonna heal the pains
i loose myself every time
when the sun goes down

I'm the architect of my own destruction
behind this amazing barbie life
i'll do whatever it takes
to make me seems okay
although it hurts and its a mistake
i'll covered up for the best of both

everything doesn't seem matters anymore
no wise words gonna heal the truth
i loose myself every time
when they pointed out my flaws